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I have to read my prior post every time I come on here because I forget what I'm ever talking about.
This week was not too eventful, the mentor was off a few times from cancellations so I didn't show up as I'm her little assistant. I practiced on my machine and have done the usual stuff. It's really not too interesting, but a guy did coke in the bathroom and that was weird!
My tolerance for weird and gross is absurdly high. Going from morgue to tattoos is a leap, but I'm so desensitized from death drama that dealing with a crackhead in the tattoo shop is just ... whatever. Hell we even have one working there (or so I'm told, I'm not that close to that artist).
Tomorrow is SUPPOSED to be my day off but I have to go in anyways to help with them as they tear down the pony walls. No one else in the shop volunteered, so I was volun-told to be there. So it's just gonna be me and my mentor, tearing down shit on my day off. I was very irritated for some reason and went out to the dumpster and kicked it, then went home and shattered some Mike's Hard Lemonades I found abandoned outside.
I realize I sound like a bratty child. In retrospect, I overreacted and it's not THAT big of a deal, but if I don't do stuff around the house then it's gonna fall to pieces. Alex does so much for work, I don't want him to be burdened with caring for our place too :/ I think I just take my responsibilities WAY too hard and panic when I fail them or can't attend to them.
I am still embarrassed about rage smashing some beer bottles but where else are you guys gonna hear about hormonal 20-somethings acting irrationally? Riverdale?
This week was not too eventful, the mentor was off a few times from cancellations so I didn't show up as I'm her little assistant. I practiced on my machine and have done the usual stuff. It's really not too interesting, but a guy did coke in the bathroom and that was weird!
My tolerance for weird and gross is absurdly high. Going from morgue to tattoos is a leap, but I'm so desensitized from death drama that dealing with a crackhead in the tattoo shop is just ... whatever. Hell we even have one working there (or so I'm told, I'm not that close to that artist).
Tomorrow is SUPPOSED to be my day off but I have to go in anyways to help with them as they tear down the pony walls. No one else in the shop volunteered, so I was volun-told to be there. So it's just gonna be me and my mentor, tearing down shit on my day off. I was very irritated for some reason and went out to the dumpster and kicked it, then went home and shattered some Mike's Hard Lemonades I found abandoned outside.
I realize I sound like a bratty child. In retrospect, I overreacted and it's not THAT big of a deal, but if I don't do stuff around the house then it's gonna fall to pieces. Alex does so much for work, I don't want him to be burdened with caring for our place too :/ I think I just take my responsibilities WAY too hard and panic when I fail them or can't attend to them.
I am still embarrassed about rage smashing some beer bottles but where else are you guys gonna hear about hormonal 20-somethings acting irrationally? Riverdale?
