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Aug. 11th, 2020 12:18 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
jpegghostI'm seeing that psych tomorrow to hopefully get anxiety medications for what me and Alex can only theorize is severe health anxiety with a lil' smidge (or more) of PTSD. Will I keep going back to work? Yes, because I love it. I love the dead people. The pandemic doesn't change that.
Sewing has been a big support. I tend to lose myself in the art of it and my anxiety goes away. I'm not very good at it, but I'm still a beginner so maybe one day I'll be good. I want to make a pair of boxers next, or sleep pants!
I don't have any quips or witticisms about all this. Normally I can think of a snappy thing or two to say but there's really nothing to it other than mental illness hit me, like many other health care workers.
Anyways, I mustered up the willpower to take a photo of my machine. It's a 401a Slant-O-Matic, and isn't it just beautiful? Ignore the mess lol
I'm gonna name it THE ROCKETEER because that's a fantastic movie no one ever talks about anymore. I'm gonna practice my zigzag stitch today before I try to make any clothes.
Also I was at the DMV today and was thrown into the 10th circle of hell. So many lines. So much chaos.
Sewing has been a big support. I tend to lose myself in the art of it and my anxiety goes away. I'm not very good at it, but I'm still a beginner so maybe one day I'll be good. I want to make a pair of boxers next, or sleep pants!
I don't have any quips or witticisms about all this. Normally I can think of a snappy thing or two to say but there's really nothing to it other than mental illness hit me, like many other health care workers.
Anyways, I mustered up the willpower to take a photo of my machine. It's a 401a Slant-O-Matic, and isn't it just beautiful? Ignore the mess lol
I'm gonna name it THE ROCKETEER because that's a fantastic movie no one ever talks about anymore. I'm gonna practice my zigzag stitch today before I try to make any clothes.
Also I was at the DMV today and was thrown into the 10th circle of hell. So many lines. So much chaos.
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Date: 2020-08-12 12:50 pm (UTC)I'm glad you've got an appointment with a psych. And send many virtual hugs for having to endure the DMV during this time. That place was already a hellish experience prior, so I cannot imagine how much worse it is right now. <3