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Sep. 29th, 2020 11:34 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
jpegghostI realize I've been gone ... A while.
I'm not dead. I had a locked entry that explained my recent problems with health regarding COVID, but long story short I quit yesterday. The mental issues were too severe and I had a boss that said suicidal people should "just get over it". She was as understanding as you'd imagine (not).
I have a bad habit of cutting myself off from society when I'm sad, or stressed, or any negative feeling of that kind. I also realize that from the 17 messages in my inbox that there are people concerned about me.
I'll try to be more regular about posting, but I feel like I lost my edge. My job was a lot to me, and I feel robbed. I also feel like the one thing that makes me interesting is gone. I'm mad, I'm sad, I'm frustrated. I'm looking into new options that I have an equal passion in, maybe tattooing. Idk.
I'm not dead. I had a locked entry that explained my recent problems with health regarding COVID, but long story short I quit yesterday. The mental issues were too severe and I had a boss that said suicidal people should "just get over it". She was as understanding as you'd imagine (not).
I have a bad habit of cutting myself off from society when I'm sad, or stressed, or any negative feeling of that kind. I also realize that from the 17 messages in my inbox that there are people concerned about me.
I'll try to be more regular about posting, but I feel like I lost my edge. My job was a lot to me, and I feel robbed. I also feel like the one thing that makes me interesting is gone. I'm mad, I'm sad, I'm frustrated. I'm looking into new options that I have an equal passion in, maybe tattooing. Idk.
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