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[jpegghost]

I realize I've been gone ... A while.

I'm not dead. I had a locked entry that explained my recent problems with health regarding COVID, but long story short I quit yesterday. The mental issues were too severe and I had a boss that said suicidal people should "just get over it". She was as understanding as you'd imagine (not).

I have a bad habit of cutting myself off from society when I'm sad, or stressed, or any negative feeling of that kind. I also realize that from the 17 messages in my inbox that there are people concerned about me.

I'll try to be more regular about posting, but I feel like I lost my edge. My job was a lot to me, and I feel robbed. I also feel like the one thing that makes me interesting is gone. I'm mad, I'm sad, I'm frustrated. I'm looking into new options that I have an equal passion in, maybe tattooing. Idk.

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[amejisuto]

I'm sorry you're feeling so lost. At least you know you're doing what is best for you in the long run. I'd don't know if you have the right qualifications but have you thought of being a crime scene type of person? Or would that be too much for your PTSD?

Anyhoo, I'm just glad to hear from you and want you to know you're on my mind.

[jpegghost]

I actually really considered that, but that requires several years of med school and a law enforcement degree. I definitely don't have the time or money for that!

Thanks Ameeee <3

[amejisuto]

You're welcome! I hope you find something that gives you joy! <3<3<3