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[jpegghost]

I realize I've been gone ... A while.

I'm not dead. I had a locked entry that explained my recent problems with health regarding COVID, but long story short I quit yesterday. The mental issues were too severe and I had a boss that said suicidal people should "just get over it". She was as understanding as you'd imagine (not).

I have a bad habit of cutting myself off from society when I'm sad, or stressed, or any negative feeling of that kind. I also realize that from the 17 messages in my inbox that there are people concerned about me.

I'll try to be more regular about posting, but I feel like I lost my edge. My job was a lot to me, and I feel robbed. I also feel like the one thing that makes me interesting is gone. I'm mad, I'm sad, I'm frustrated. I'm looking into new options that I have an equal passion in, maybe tattooing. Idk.

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[dark_phoenix54]

What a horrible person your ex-boss sounds like! I don't blame you for quitting. Between PTSD and her, it had to be a horror story working there. Especially given the conditions right now. I am glad to see you back. You're not a less interesting person because you don't have that job now.

I do the same thing, cutting myself off frequently. I read social media, and sometimes comment, but don't post for days.. weeks... months...So I get it.

[jpegghost]

Sometimes it's too hard to post!